The mention of him, is nothing to me now. However, after talking about the past tonight. The hurt came back. I dare not say i love him, but someone who i really like alot. ''When is the last time you did something for the first time?'' That's what an advertisment shows. There's alot ''first time'' that i did for him. However, i don think he even know about it. I'm lying to you if i said that i don feel sad. Would someone just talk to me right now, letting me crying out loud telling you what is all about? I'm real emo now.